My Happy Pill

i have a happy pill

i take it when im sad

which is not very skewed these days

i feel as if happiness was a distant place,

that i can visit only this screen called “happy pill”

i cant get off of it

i cant get normal without it

and i need it

i crave for it

i desire it

if i can have a last wish it would be to take my happy pill

maybe get it shot thru my head

maybe thru my heart

because that’s where it settles in

heavy and deep breathing follows.